AHHH. Sigh.

English is too hard!!!!

I mean, not just English, but English for test.

Not just any test, TOEFL.

I took TOEFL last Sunday and am waiting for the score comes up.

Its so torturous though.

Cause I remember things so well that I messed up.

If my score is lower than 95 out of 120, I have to retake in a month.

(It seems almost impossible to me to get 95 unfortunately)

Well, I dont mind studying English, but its just, you know, different.

Especially the speaking section. that is so horror to me.

When I talk to a foreigner, I dont usually get nervous. But, when I have to say something for TOEFL speaking, I just FREEZE!!
Don
t know why. Just cannot think of anything.
What is so wrong with me?! AHHHH

I thought I did OK besides speaking when I just finished TOEFL.

Yet, in this morning, all of a sudden, I realized that I made a huge mistake in the writing section, too!! At the integrated writing section, I must read a reading passage on an academic topic, and listen to a lecture about the same topic. And I write an essay mainly about lecture, in contrast with the reading passage. Ah, why didnt I think about it?;;

You know what? I only wrote about the lecture!! Somehow I thought everyone read the passage and knew what the passage says. Well…… I can still retake though.

 

OH, NOTHING IS EASY.